shinysylver: (1 - daredevil - Checchetto)
Side Effects (1122 words) by shinysylver
Fandom: Shameless (US)
Rating: R
Relationships: Ian Gallagher/Mickey Milkovich
Characters: Ian Gallagher, Mickey Milkovich
Additional Tags: Bipolar Disorder, Medication, Sexual Dysfunction, Developing Relationship, Mental Health Issues, Established Relationship, supporting each other
Author's Note: I did some research on Bipolar Disorder and its treatments for this fic, but please forgive me if there are any errors. This fic deals with mental health issues and there is also language in this fic that fits the Shameless canon, but could be offensive to you because the characters are not very PC. Please read safely.

Summary: Ian's latest meds have unfortunate side effects. Mickey's still not going anywhere.
shinysylver: (1 - teen wolf - sterek)
So I am writing a Teen Wolf Big Bang. So far I am up to 6000 words which is good! Great even. But, I have hit a patch where I am suddenly doubting all the things and wondering if the whole thing is doomed too fail and all sorts of other self-confidence related issues that I have with long!fic. It seems like every time I hit 6k on a fic these days I end up being plagued with doubts that make it hard to write. It doesn't help that I am new to this fandom.

Anyway, I was thinking that writing something short and posting it might help with my confidence and it just so happens that [livejournal.com profile] beacon_hills is having a fic challenge. So anyone wanna help get my mojo back on line with some Teen Wolf prompts? I do ship Derek/Stiles, but I am more than happy to take any prompts about any character or pairing. Hopefully one of them will shake something loose for the challenge.

I'll try to write as many of the prompts as I can, but no promises.
shinysylver: (h50 - steve - angsty face)
Snowflake Challenge Day 1

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator. Drop a link to your post in the comments.


I chose to rec three of my favorite fic. It was very hard to pick three fic because there are things that I like and dislike about everything I've written, but in the end I went with these. They are all Hawaii Five-0 and all pretty angsty and emotionally complicated because that is what usually moves me the most as a writer.

Fading into Beautiful Light | NC-17 | 20,118 | When Rachel is killed Steve has his work cut out for him trying to hold Danny and Grace together. He may be the only one who really understands Grace’s pain but between Danny taking his own anger out on Steve and all of the unresolved feelings between the two of them nothing is easy.

♠ This fic had to be on the list. It's the longest fic I've ever written and it is probably the one I am most proud of. When I first finished it I could barely stand to look at it but now I am quite pleased with the way it turned out and the comments I got were very humbling.

Miles from Where You Are | NC-17 | 7186 | Danny should be happy, after all, he has Rachel and Grace. So why are his nights spent taking care of a broken Steve?

♠ This fic took me over and I pretty much lived and breathed it until it was done. I took on some heavy topics and struggled not to make it too easy or unrealistic. I've learned a lot about writing since then, but I am still very proud of this story and it is one of my personal favorites. It was also one of the most enjoyable to write in a lot of ways.

Tear My Heart Open | NC-17 | 921 | Steve wants Danny however he can get him.

♠ The thing I like most about this fic is how different it is from my usual. Usually I write about trust and mutual support in relationships, but this one is an inversion of that. Both Steve and Danny are broken and the trust is shattered. It poured out of me in one sitting, dark and unforgiving. I like the darkness of it and I am also very fond of some of the descriptions I wrote.
shinysylver: (h50 - steve - angsty face)
Snowflake Challenge Day 1

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator. Drop a link to your post in the comments.


I chose to rec three of my favorite fic. It was very hard to pick three fic because there are things that I like and dislike about everything I've written, but in the end I went with these. They are all Hawaii Five-0 and all pretty angsty and emotionally complicated because that is what usually moves me the most as a writer.

Fading into Beautiful Light | NC-17 | 20,118 | When Rachel is killed Steve has his work cut out for him trying to hold Danny and Grace together. He may be the only one who really understands Grace’s pain but between Danny taking his own anger out on Steve and all of the unresolved feelings between the two of them nothing is easy.

♠ This fic had to be on the list. It's the longest fic I've ever written and it is probably the one I am most proud of. When I first finished it I could barely stand to look at it but now I am quite pleased with the way it turned out and the comments I got were very humbling.

Miles from Where You Are | NC-17 | 7186 | Danny should be happy, after all, he has Rachel and Grace. So why are his nights spent taking care of a broken Steve?

♠ This fic took me over and I pretty much lived and breathed it until it was done. I took on some heavy topics and struggled not to make it too easy or unrealistic. I've learned a lot about writing since then, but I am still very proud of this story and it is one of my personal favorites. It was also one of the most enjoyable to write in a lot of ways.

Tear My Heart Open | NC-17 | 921 | Steve wants Danny however he can get him.

♠ The thing I like most about this fic is how different it is from my usual. Usually I write about trust and mutual support in relationships, but this one is an inversion of that. Both Steve and Danny are broken and the trust is shattered. It poured out of me in one sitting, dark and unforgiving. I like the darkness of it and I am also very fond of some of the descriptions I wrote.
shinysylver: (h50 - steve - angsty face)
Title: Broke Apart My Inside
Author: [livejournal.com profile] shinysylver
Characters/Pairing: Steve/Danny
Word Count: 1065
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don't own Hawaii Five-0.
Warnings: rough sex, dark themes
Summary: Steve remembers the first time with Danny.
Author's Note: Written for the [livejournal.com profile] h50_exchange. The person I wrote it for dropped out but had asked for dark and twisted so that's what I wrote. The title is from the song "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] somehowunbroken and [livejournal.com profile] forcellari for betaing.

Broke Apart My Inside )
shinysylver: (h50 - steve - angsty face)
Title: Broke Apart My Inside
Author: [livejournal.com profile] shinysylver
Characters/Pairing: Steve/Danny
Word Count: 1065
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don't own Hawaii Five-0.
Warnings: rough sex, dark themes
Summary: Steve remembers the first time with Danny.
Author's Note: Written for the [livejournal.com profile] h50_exchange. The person I wrote it for dropped out but had asked for dark and twisted so that's what I wrote. The title is from the song "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] somehowunbroken and [livejournal.com profile] forcellari for betaing.

Broke Apart My Inside )

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