H50 Fic - Regret

[shinysylver]

Title: Regret
Author:shinysylver
Characters/Pairing: Chin; references to Chin/Malia and Chin/Laura
Word Count: 100
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I don't own Hawaii Five-0.
Summary: Chin has regrets.
Author's Note: mmom Day 23. So I know I usually post at midnight-ish but my BFF was visiting all weekend and well I did good to only delay one of these. It's not even really delayed because it's still the 23rd and will be for a long time. :D



Sometimes he wondered what things would have been like if only. If only he hadn't pushed Malia away. If only Laura hadn't been killed. If only he had only acted sooner. If only he had been more...something. He couldn't be everything for everyone and now he was no one for anyone, spending his nights alone in bed dreaming of better times as he jerked himself roughly, hoping to forget. Or remember. He wasn't really sure which. He just wanted to feel something--anything--but as soon as his orgasm passed reality intruded and he was left with nothing but regret.

Comments

[loveinadoorway.livejournal.com]

Oh, this is so sad and poignant - if one may say that about... wank ficcery.
Poor Chin.

[jesseofthenorth.livejournal.com]

Dude I thought he wasnt on your shit list anymore!
You're not supposed to make a guy cry when he whacks off!
Still...
Nice work :D

[whogeek.livejournal.com]

Awww, poor Chin. **smishes him** He does need someone to love.

[somehowunbroken]

Oh, Chin :( I just want to hug him.

[kitmerlot1213.livejournal.com]

Damn, this is killing me! Poor Chin, so filled with pain.

[whittyrabbit.livejournal.com]

I really really really like Malia. Hope could see she and Chin get back together. So much better than the other COUPLE (who're NOT supposed to get back together).

[teddibear.livejournal.com]

Oh poor Chin. *hugz him* I love your wangst (and I love that word).