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 Wanted (2063 words) by shinysylver
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s15e03 The Rupture, Episode Tag, Episode Fix-it, Developing Relationship, Making Up, Understanding, First Kiss, Honesty, Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words, Castiel Deserves Better (Supernatural)
Summary:

Losing Cas was unthinkable, but right now being with him was too.

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Date watched: Saturday, April 30

Episode: 4.13 After School Special, 4.14 Sex and Violence, 4.15 Death Takes a Holiday, 4.16 On the Head of a Pin


After School Special is another episode that shows us Sam and Dean’s childhood. This time it’s flashbacks to high school where we see Sam first deciding he can be his own man and doesn’t have to follow his father blindly. At the same time we see that Dean struggles so hard to be “cool” but that the other students see through him. It’s always fun to see the boys’ past.

Sex and Violence is an interesting standalone that looks at the relationship between Sam and Dean. We are past the midway point of the season so things are getting ready to spiral out of control and this episode hints at that. We start the episode with Dean listening in to Sam’s phone conversation with Ruby before they leave for a hunt. They end up hunting a siren who actually seduces Dean in the guise of a man because Dean longs so much for a better relationship with his brother. (And also may not be entirely straight.) I find this look at Dean’s desires to be extremely fascinating.

The siren eventually exposes enough of Sam and Dean’s issues that they have an all out physical fight that is eventually stopped by Bobby because Bobby is awesome and also much too reasonable for this show.

Death Takes a Holiday brings the story back to the seals as Alistair tries to break one by killing two reapers including Tessa. It’s nice to see her again and she tries to give Dean a wake up call about the angelic intentions. We also continue to see how strained Dean and Sam’s relationship is as Sam continues to lie to Dean. The fun part of this episode comes from Sam and Dean being temporary ghosts and having to learn the ropes.

The thing I really don’t like about this episode is that they killed Pamela off. She was such an interesting character with a lot of potential and every time I watch the episode I’m thinking “why can’t you ward the freaking room? you know there are demons.” And yet every time no one listens to me.

On the Head of a Pin is an absolutely vital episode. When the angels ask Dean to torture Alistair for information it leads to him having to confront what he became in hell and its impact on the apocalypse. Equally important it leads Cas to doubt his orders as he’s forced to put Dean in this place. We see Cas truly struggling with his role and the scene at the end of the episode with Cas at Dean’s hospital bedside is one of the most heart wrenching moments of this show and also one of my favorites.

Random thoughts:

-Dean defensively saying “I read” happens occasionally on the show. I love his hidden depths, but wish they wouldn’t be so hidden. Lets actually see him reading something noteworthy just for fun instead of hearing about it later.
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Light in the Darkness (4743 words) by shinysylver
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester/Original Male Character(s)
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Rough Sex, Anonymous Sex, Bathroom Sex, Spitroasting, Unsafe Sex, Painful Sex, all of that was with the OMCs, because Dean is trying to forget Amara, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Dean Winchester, Gentle Castiel, Loving Castiel, Bathing/Washing, First Kiss, Declarations Of Love, Hand Jobs, Grace Kink, Body Worship, Understanding Castiel
Summary:

Dean will do anything to forget about Amara. Thankfully Cas is there to pick up the pieces and show him that light is the only thing that can banish the darkness.

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Date watched: Sunday, April 24

Episode: 4.11 Family Remains and 4.12 Criss Angel Is a Douchebag

Family Remains is one of the few episodes of this series that does not involve any aspect of the supernatural. I understand why horror shows want to occasionally shine the light on human horrors, but they are rarely my favorite episodes. In this case the only part I really enjoy is seeing Dean’s emotions as he tries to deal with hell. He’s so desperate to save people and he also relates to the murderous feral kids in the episode because he knows what it’s like to live through hell.

At the end of the episode he reveals to Sam that he liked torturing in hell, that it gave him pleasure to do that to others after the torture he’d lived through. That’s the darkness inside him that he’s constantly trying to right and that he knows he can’t.

Criss Angel Is a Douchebag is a somewhat lighter episode with the magician theme, but it covers some pretty sad territory. Most of the episode is focused on the three older magicians, their friendship and the difficulties of growing old. The story is strong and it’s a good episode if a bit light on the boys. Unfortunately Sam doesn’t get the moral of the story (don’t mess with magic because it’s addictive and leads to bad things) and instead decides he doesn’t want to be hunting when he’s old so he might as well work with Ruby again now. *sigh*

Random thoughts:

-It will never not be amusing to see Dean accidentally wander into an underground leather bar and meet up with Chief for his BDSM session. I wonder how the old magicians even knew to send him there?

-It’s cute that Sam went through a magician phase at thirteen.
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Fun with Euphemisms (2039 words) by shinysylver
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: salt_burn_porn, Netflix and Chill, First Time, Frottage, Declarations Of Love, Fluff and Humor
Summary:

Cas asks Dean to "Netflix and chill" but he can't possibly know what that means. Right?

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Date watched: Sunday, April 17

Episode: 4.08 Wishful Thinking, 4.09 I Know What You Did Last Summer, 4.10 Heaven and Hell

Wishful Thinking is full of dark humor. Watching the boys be teddy bear doctors is hilarious, but seeing a suicidal teddy bear is pretty dark. The overall humorous tone of the episode also provides a counterbalance for some pretty dark character development moments. Both Winchesters express that life isn’t about being happy, that it’s about suffering which is cheerful.

Sam reveals that if he had any wish it would be Lilith’s head on a plate which clearly concerned Dean. It’s such a dark wish that shows where he is emotionally right now.The episode also highlights Dean’s continuing struggles post-Hell. He’s drinking too much—even stealing alcohol in this ep—and having nightmares. By the end of the episode he is honest with Sam about the way he’s struggling but refuses to talk about it with Sam which I actually feel is fair in this context. It may be better for him to talk about it, but as he said, how could he even make Sam understand?

I Know What You Did Last Summer introduces us to Anna who I’ve always been extremely fond of and Alistair who I loathe, but since he’s an evil tortuous demon that’s the intent. It’s a plot heavy episode that brings Anna into the angel story and also shows us more about what Sam did while Dean was dead and the role Ruby plays in his life.

I think more than anything Dean’s issues with Ruby are because he doesn’t know what her end game is. Later when he works with Crowley and Meg he knows what they are getting out of it so he’s willing to warily ally with them. With Ruby, she plays at some sort of altruism regarding Sam and there is no way Dean falls for that.

Heaven and Hell directly picks up where the last episode left off. We find out about Anna’s angelic past and she and Dean have a conversation about the appeal of free will and human emotions. It’s a theme that’s a continual thread for the entire series.

Anna, Ruby, Dean, and Sam play Uriel and Alistair off of each other at great personal cost. Ruby is tortured extensively by Alistair and Anna gives up her hard won humanity to take back her Grace. The episode tried to make it look like Ruby was betraying them, but in this case it was all part of the plan.

Most importantly—and heartbreakingly—was the reveal of Dean’s hell experiences. Alistair and Uriel both tell parts, but at the end of the episode Dean comes clean to Sam about getting off the rack after thirty years and torturing others. He completely breaks down with way more than a single tear and it hurts me to watch.


Random thoughts:

-Heaven and Hell has Uriel telling Dean that Castiel likes Dean which is a weakness. I think that’s the first time we hear that about Cas (although it certainly won’t be the last).
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Title: Take My Hand
Author: [livejournal.com profile] shinysylver
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Cas, Lucifer, Sam
Word Count: 2652
Rating: PG-13
Content Notes: Set shortly after 11.18 Hell's Angel. Thanks to somehowunbroken for beta-ing this even though they don't have any interest in Supernatural. :D

Summary: Dean's determined to rescue Cas no matter what it takes. Even if it means being honest about his emotions for once.
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I’ve been thinking about Hell’s Angel a lot and especially the Amara moment at the end of the episode.

Specifically that moment where Dean said “Cas” and she stopped to look at him and then changed course.

Firstly, I think she saw something in Dean in that moment that she had never experienced before–true friendship and unselfish caring. At the beginning of the episode she talked about how Crowley used her and then Rowena’s offer of friendship was two-faced. Amara has never experienced a relationship with anyone who wasn’t trying to use her and then there in that moment she saw it in Dean and his concern for Cas.

I also think she saw that concern and decided not to cause Dean more pain by torturing Lucifer in front of him. She does care about Dean on some twisted and selfish and broken level and because of that she took Lucifer out of Dean’s sight before having her “talk.”

The thing about Amara is that she is still very young and naive in a lot of ways despite her age and vast power. She’s never had anyone show her how to care about someone. Maybe she needs to pay a bit more attention to Dean beyond her desire for him. She could learn a few things about family and friendship.
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Date watched: Sunday, March 27
Episode: 4.02 Are You There God? It’s Me, Dean Winchester, 4.03 In the Beginning, 4.04 Metamorphosis, 4.05 Monster Movie, 4.06 Yellow Fever, 4.07 It’s the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester


Are You There God? It’s Me, Dean Winchester deals with the guilt hunters feel faced with the people they couldn’t save. The ghosts of a variety of characters from the past come back and torment our heroes. It also introduces the seals that Lilith is breaking and that Castiel is trying to protect. My favorite parts, though, are the parts where Dean tries to deal with the reality of angels, god, and his own place in this world. Dean asking “why do I deserve to get saved” pretty much sums up his whole character in an oh so tragic way. The scene with Dean and Castiel at the end was charged and completely riveting. They definitely made the right choice when they decided to extend Castiel’s episode number.

In the Beginning gives us some real insight into John and Mary Winchester as well as Mary’s family. Cas sends Dean back in time to 1973 where he meet both of his parents before they got married. For most of the series Mary had been this perfect mother figure pure in Dean’s mind, but this episode shows us that she was actually born into a hunting family and made her own mistakes. John was the one who had no idea about hunting.

As Dean struggles futilely to save his family from Azazel’s curse we learn what actually happened. Like a true Winchester, Mary made a deal to save John’s life and that left the door open for Azazel to mess with baby Sam. Ultimately Cas sent Dean on this trip so that he would have full knowledge of the past because Sam’s future is in jeopardy. Cas reveals that Sam is on a dark path and that if Dean doesn’t stop it the angels will.

Metamorphosis picks up immediately after In the Beginning with Dean confronting Sam. Dean finds out that Ruby has been helping Sam cultivate the powers he got from Azazel so that he is now able to expel demons and force them back to hell with his mind. Dean of course goes off the deep end about the slippery slope Sam is on. We all know that Dean is right about this but he really doesn’t handle the situation well, too angry and scared to truly communicate properly.

The plot of the episode is a clear metaphor for Sam’s situation as they hunt a ruguru who Sam is convinced can resist the lure of his monster nature. Unfortunately the situation turns out less than ideal and by the end of the episode Sam claims he is done exploring his own demonic powers.

Monster Movie is another one of the episodes that plays with the medium. In this case it is done in the style of old black and white monster movies. The setting of an Oktoberfest celebration also manages to give it a faux European setting like an old vampire movie. The villain of the episode is a shapeshifter which allows them to cycle through a variety of old monster movie creatures. The best part of this episode, though, is it brings a much lighter tone to season four. For the first time we set the big plot aside and let the boys have a bit of fun. Dean’s rehymenated speech is great precisely because it was long past time we see Dean enjoying life at least a little. Also, Jensen in lederhosen.

Yellow Fever is delightfully entertaining because of Dean’s ghost sickness. He’s terrified of everything which allows Jensen to have free hilarious reign acting. It also allowed them to lampshade how ridiculous their life choices are when Dean went on a rant about people who actually chase monsters. There were a few serious moments, like seeing Dean’s fear of Sam’s future path and hints of what his experience in hell was like, but it was mostly entertaining. I did always feel bad for the ghost in this episode though—his life was bad enough and then they had to go and torture him again to dispel him.

Best part of the whole thing though is the Eye of the Tiger video at the end. :D

It’s the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester sees Sam and Dean trying to stop another seal from breaking—this time it’s the rising of Samhain. While they don’t succeed in stoping the seal from breaking, Sam manages to stop Samhain with his demon powers—black eyes and all. This episode also shows us a lot more about the angels, introducing Cas to Sam and bringing Uriel into the story. Most interestingly to me, is the bench scene/hammer talk where Dean and Cas seem to share an understanding for the first time. We also see Cas’ reverence for humanity which is in stark contrast to Uriel’s disdain.


Random thoughts:

-Poor Dean never gets his pie.
-I LOVE that Dean convinced his father to by the Impala. He picked out his own Baby.
-I love that Dean was named after his grandmother Deanna.
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Date watched: Saturday, March 26
Episode: 3.11 Mystery Spot, 3.12 Jus in Bello, 3.13 Ghostfacers!, 3.14 Long Distance Call, 3.15 Time Is on My Side, 3.16 No Rest for the Wicked, 4.01 Lazarus Rising


Mystery Spot is one of my favorite episodes. From start to finish it’s brilliant. It manages to be both hilarious and sad as we watch Dean die over and over again in Gabriel’s twisted version of Groundhog’s Day. Watching Sam trying to save Dean and eventually go off the deep end when he can’t is painful. Gabriel may be right about the codependent self-sacrificial relationship between Sam and Dean being unhealthy and dangerous, but his teaching methods are sadistic and ineffective. I’m so glad they brought him back though because his presence does make for some truly special episodes.

Sam in particular really shines in this episode as we see both his love for his brother and his propensity for darkness. This ep may be my favorite Sam centric episode and Jared rocks it.

Jus in Bello ties up the FBI storyline. To keep them off of her trail, Bela tips the FBI off to Sam and Dean’s location which brings Victor Henriksen back to the show. The episode starts with Sam and Dean being arrested and what follows is a psychologically intense story where a small town sheriff’s station becomes the front line in the war against demons.

One of the more fascinating aspects of this episode is the way that it highlights that Dean truly is the “Righteous Man.” When Ruby offers them an option to eliminate the demons which involves killing a willing sacrifice he puts his foot down. Dean believes it’s better for everyone to go down fighting than for them to make the kind of moral choices that involve killing an innocent. It’s better to fight and maybe die anyway than to be sullied by that kind of action—the righteous path. Unfortunately this episode also introduces Lilith who kills everyone at the sheriff’s station once Sam and Dean leave.

Before he was killed, though, Victor fakes Sam and Dean’s death which ends the story of the FBI hunting them.

Ghostfacers! is one of the more unique episodes on a show that likes to experiment with format. In this case they fully embrace and mock the ghost hunting reality shows. Harry Spangler and Ed Zedmore return with a whole team of ghost chasing friends who get in over their heads in a haunted house. The best part of the episode is seeing Sam and Dean through a reality TV lens. Without the filtering of network TV we see more of their foul mouthed, middle finger waving, rough edges—all bleeped and blurred of course.

Long Distance Call is an episode that yet again rubs salt into the wound that is Dean’s relationship with his father. People are receiving calls from a monster imitating dead loved ones and Dean receives a call from what he thinks is his father. Once again he falls into the mindset of blind obedience, hoping that his father could be the solution to everything. His fear and desperation lead him into a trap where he almost kills an innocent man before he realizes the truth. The show is really upping the emotional ante now that it’s about time for Dean to go to hell. Only two more episodes left in the season.

Time Is on My Side shows us that at the core of their personalities Dean is the righteous man and Sam is a bit fast and loose with the moral choices. Sam may be the kinder gentler Winchester when it comes to dealing with people or seeing the shades of gray in monsters, but when his back is to the wall he often makes questionable choices. In the case of this episode Sam looks into a truly insane mad scientist as an option to keep Dean alive. Going down that path would mean that innocent people would have to die to keep Dean alive and that’s just not something that Dean can even entertain at all. Although to be fair, Dean is also motivated by his fear of becoming a literal monster because he doesn’t see the shades of gray.

This episode also moves forward several other plot points. It introduces us to Rufus who will be back in future eps. Perhaps most importantly we find out about Bela’s past and learn that she made a deal that came due. The episode ends with the hellhounds coming for Bela.

No Rest for the Wicked is a last ditch attempt to save Dean’s life by taking on Lilith. They take on Lilith and her demons in the suburbs all while Ruby dangles temptations in front of Sam. Ultimately Dean comes to terms with his death as inevitable and better than the alternatives, but Sam never does. When Lilith takes over Ruby’s body, she lets the hellhounds loose on Dean which is hard to watch. However, when she tries to attack Sam we learn that he’s immune to her power which is quite a cliffhanger for next season.

My favorite part of the episode may be when Sam and Dean sing along to Wanted Dead or Alive in the car in lieu of a more emotional conversation it’s perfect and it tears at my heart.

The season ends on a scene of Dean in hell calling for out for help and all I can think is…it’s coming and it’ll grip you tight and raise you from perdition! That’s right folks, Castiel is next episode!!

Lazarus Rising may be one of my very very favorite episodes which is saying a lot considering there are a lot of truly great episodes over eleven seasons and counting. I think that you can divide this show into two halves, before Lazarus Rising and after. I know that some people didn’t love the new direction the show took by introducing angels but I loved it.

We open on Dean waking up in his own coffin and having to dig his way out. The filming here is really great as we feel how parched and isolated he is. We pick up a few months after season three ended and we see how that time has changed both Sam and Bobby. We also get some great emotional reunions tinged with suspicion.

The episode also does a great job building up the mystery around the ominous power that was capable of bringing Dean back from hell, destroying part of a forest, branding a hand print onto his arm, breaking glass, making electronics go haywire, terrify (and kill) a whole mess of demons, and burning out the eyes of a psychic who saw him. When we finally get to the barn scene the suspense has been amped to eleven and then in walks Castiel. He was so powerful and yet looked so unassuming. It was perfect.


Random thoughts:

-Lilith uses a little girl as her vessel which is super creepy. Little kids are always creepy in horror stories.
-I’ve always wondered why Lilith’s eyes are white. Regular demons are black, crossroads demons are red, but what does white signify other than her power level?
-I really liked Pamela. She had fire.
-I love seeing Cas’ wings. I really do.
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Date watched: Monday, March 21
Episode: 3.08 A Very Supernatural Christmas, 3.09 Malleus Maleficarum, 3.10 Dream a Little Dream of Me


A Very Supernatural Christmas is the show’s Christmas episode complete with special title screen and everything. I love this episode because of the poignant look it takes at Sam and Dean’s relationship both in the past and the present. We see once again that Dean basically raised his brother as he tried to give Sam a Christmas. We also see how much Sam appreciates Dean both with the Samulet in the past and with his attempts to give him Christmas at the end of the episode. I especially love how it really is the thought that counts as their gifts are useful items from the gas station and the ornaments on the tree are air fresheners and fishing lures.

Malleus Maleficarum is a witch episode. It delves into witches and their power sources fleshing out the canon and also explores Ruby more as a character. It’s a very interesting episode to watch after having seen the end of the Ruby storyline. It really shows how manipulative and strategic she was. She needed Sam and so she had to save Dean. She had to earn at least a wary alliance with Dean. I’ve always found Ruby a fascinating character because the first time through I genuinely couldn’t decide if she could be trusted and in retrospect I had to respect her dedication to her cause.

Dream a Little Dream of Me introduces us to African Dreamroot which the show uses to dream walk in other’s minds every so often. In this case they use it to enter a comatose Bobby’s dreams to try to pull him out. The set up allows for an interesting look inside Bobby’s character from a unique perspective. Sam also gets an inside perspective on Dean’s dream of a normal life with Lisa.

Perhaps the most impactful moment of the episode, though, is when Dean faces his own inner fears. His darkest nightmare is confronting himself. It’s a powerful moment when we see Dean finally speak up for himself about the unrealistic expectations his father placed on him and the decisions that he made. Most importantly he actually said that he didn’t deserve to die which is a far cry from his acceptance all season so far. Then when he sees his dream self turn into a demon it was freaky for him and the audience.

The episode ends with Dean finally opening up to Sam and telling him that he doesn’t want to die or go to hell. He’s finally asking Sam for help and is willing to try to stop it.

Random thoughts:

-I find it very interesting that Sam had a sexy dream about Bela.
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Date watched: Sunday, March 20
Episode: 3.05 Bedtime Stories, 3.06 Red Sky at Morning, 3.07 Fresh Blood


Bedtime Stories is basically a filler episode except for its continuing exploration of what Dean’s deal is doing to the relationship between him and Sam. Sam is determined to find a way to save Dean, but Dean won’t even entertain the idea out of fear for Sam. In a lot of ways Dean is very selfish in his selfless acts—he can’t live without Sam but he never even manages to imagine that Sam might feel the same. His self worth issues are legion.

The episode also reveals a bit more about how crossroad demons and their deals work. It’s a much more organized system than Sam expected.

Red Sky at Morning is another Bela episode. It involves more discussion of family and an entertaining bit where Bela and Dean go undercover at a very high class party. My favorite part of the entire episode though may be the bit where the spell Sam chants at the end calls out to a variety of beings including Castiel. I’m pretty sure it didn’t mean anything to the writers, but it reminds me that it’s just ten more episodes until we get us some Castiel. Not that I’m counting down…

Fresh Blood is the culmination of the Gordon storyline. In his single minded pursuit of Sam he ended up crossing the wrong vampire and being turned. That means there’s a psycho vampire obsessed with killing Sam. Instead Sam ends up getting him with a length of wire. The strength Sam would have needed to behead someone with wire…yeah.

This episode also brings out unexpected parallels between the vampire Dixon and Dean. They’re both reckless in their hopelessness. Looking down the barrel of Hell, Dean has begun to live life as if he has a death wish. The scene where Sam confronts him about it is super emotional. He explains that he knows Dean and he knows how scared Dean is because he’s been looking up to his big brother since he was four years old. And the episode ends with Dean teaching Sam how to repair the Impala. Queue my heart breaking.

Random thoughts:

-It’s interesting to see a spirit growing vengeful even though the body hasn’t died yet. Callie was in a coma for so long the process seems to have started even without her death.

-Dean’s “don’t objectify me” to Bela while he’s feeling all awkward in his formal wear cracked me up.
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Date watched: Monday, March 14
Episode: 3.03 Bad Day at Black Rock, 3.04 Sin City


Bad Day at Black Rock is a pretty hilarious episode. Sure we have the return of Gordon (and the hunting of Sam), the introduction of Bella, and Dean and Sam fighting about Ruby for the first of many times, but we also get the cursed rabbit foot and all of the hilarity that ensues. Dean with the lottery tickets and the one millionth customer prize at Biggersons (is that the first mention of the restaurant?) is brilliant. And when Sam loses the luck and then his shoe its classic. I really enjoy when Jared does comedic acting and its so funny watching him fall all over the place.

Sin City is another demon episode and in a lot of ways it feels like its entire purpose is to set up other plots. Between Ruby helping Bobby fix the Colt and Dean having an in depth conversation with a demon about hell and Lucifer there’s a lot that hints at future episodes.

One thing that really stood out to me is how strange it is to see Dean be the one more concerned about saving the vessels and not killing even a demon in cold blood. My how the years have changed him.

Random thoughts:

-It’s strange to see Dean unable to vanquish a demon because he can’t recite the exorcism from memory. It won’t take him long to correct that I’m sure.
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Date watched: Sunday, March 13
Episode: 3.01 The Magnificent Seven , 3.02 The Kids Are Alright


The Magnificent Seven sets the tone for season three. It’s a demon centric episode that introduces us to the new normal of demonic possession and scheming. In this case its the demonic embodiments of the seven deadly sins.

The episode also sets the tone for Dean’s deal. He only has one year left to live and he is living it up with food and women to levels we haven’t seen before. Meanwhile Sam is tiptoeing around him and encouraging him because Dean is essentially dying. Of course by the end of the episode Sam has had enough of enabling Dean.

The Kids Are Alright is a freaky episode from the table saw scene at the beginning right through the plot about creepy parasitic changling children. The most important thing this episode gives us is our first look at Lisa and Ben who are an important part of Dean’s story. We also see more of Ruby who was briefly introduced in the last episode.

Random thoughts:

-Asking a hunter how they got into the biz is always going to be an awkward moment because it’s never a happy story.
-Bobby in a suit is always weird to me.
-I find it interesting that the hunter Tamara made it to the end of The Magnificent Seven and drove off with the (unrealized) potential to recur while her husband died. I’m glad they chose to let her be the one that lived.
-No matter how many times Lisa says that Ben isn’t Dean’s son, part of me doesn’t believe her. She must have a very particular type.
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Date watched: Monday, March 7
Episode: 2.21 All Hell Breaks Loose Part 1, 2.22 All Hell Breaks Loose Part 2


All Hell Breaks Loose Part 1 & Part 2 These episodes end season two by bringing the special children storyline to a head. Closing out that story also closes out the first chapter of the series and our focus turns from saving Sam to saving Dean in season 3. The massive release of demons at the end of the two parter also has serious repercussions for the rest of the series. Gone are the days when an occasional demon was a big deal, instead demons become an omnipresent threat.

All of our surviving special children return with a few new faces in order to fight to the death for Azazel’s pleasure—he only wants the best one after all. Free will is still the name of the game and Sam and Andy refuse to play Azazel’s game while Ava has already embraced the dark side.

We also find out in the first episode that Mary knew Azazel when he came for baby Sam which brings up all sorts of questions that aren’t answered for awhile about Mary’s background. It’s an intriguing little tidbit setting up later stories.

The end of part one is extremely emotional when Sam struggles to do the right thing only to be killed right in front of Dean. Seeing Dean lose it is powerful, especially as this is the first time one of our leads dies—it hasn’t become practically expected yet.

Watching Dean internalize Sam’s death as his fault just hurts. His obsessive need to care for Sam is so much of his identity that he doesn’t know how to exist without it. We’re also reminded that despite all of the braggadocio Dean really has next to no sense of self worth and a whole lot of survivors guilt left over from his father’s sacrifice. All of which leads to the epically bad decision to sell his soul for Sam’s life. Not only that, he gets a bad deal for it. One year may be better than his dad got, but it is still not a good deal. *sigh*

The season ends with the Devil’s Gate opening and Sam and Dean finally killing Azazel with the surprise assist from their father who took advantage of the open Gate to escape Hell. Killing Azazel had been their goal since the pilot so all in all it was a fitting end the first chapter of the series.

Random thoughts:

-I always kinda liked Jake. It’s too bad he gave into Azazel.
-Sam seems to get a bit too much pleasure out of killing Jake…it’s not unwarranted given the circumstance, but it is unusual for him. Enough that Dean and Bobby seem wary. Even so Azazel’s taunts about it fall flat.
-It was rather surprising to see the Roadhouse burn and that whole new avenue of the show be closed down, Ash being killed with it. It’s my understanding that the writers didn’t think the Roadhouse fit the tone they were going for and wanted a clean slate. I don’t necessarily disagree, but I do think there was some missed potential with Ash.
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So I've been neglecting the full series rewatch I started last year, but there's nothing like a con to get me motivated to dive right back in. Today mom and I watched 7 episodes and she cracked me up by thinking it was only half that many. It really did fly by though. That's how much we had been missing massive quantities of Supernatural in our lives. :D

Date watched: Sunday, March 6
Episode: 2.14 Born Under a Bad Sign, 2.15 Tall Tales, 2.16 Roadkill, 2.17 Heart, 2.18 Hollywood Babylon, 2.19 Folsom Prison Blues, 2.20 What Is and What Should Never Be


Born Under a Bad Sign continues exploring the fear that Sam has about his destiny. When he blacks out and does things that he doesn’t remember he’s convinced he’s going bad. As they unravel the truth Dean puts a tough face on and refuses to believe that Sam is responsible for the things they find. He even tries to rationalize that if Sam did do it there was a good reason for it.

When he’s finally confronted with Sam demanding to be killed for what he’s done, Dean says he can’t and would rather die. I feel that’s basically the core of the entire show. For good and for ill.

Of course that’s also when Sam attacks him and goes to torment Jo. Eventually we learn that Sam is possessed by Meg. New demon mythology like binding links are introduced but eventually Dean and Bobby save the day. The biggest take away is that no matter what Dean will save Sam, even and sometimes especially if Sam doesn’t want saving.

Tall Tales introduces us to the glory that is the Trickster/Gabriel. Generally the episodes that feature him are delightful. Unreliable narration is the name of the game in this episode and it’s hilarious to see how Dean and Sam view each other. Especially the part with Dean and the purple nerples and the food. Poor Bobby having to deal with those two.

Road Kill is a really interesting episode because of the Sixth Sense style twist. It’s great to see the compassion that the boys have for the oblivious ghost. Sam in particular shows a depth of care for her and her predicament. Dean is of course more standoffish and tough love about the situation. The fact that Molly didn’t have to be salted and burned but could move on by coming to terms with her predicament and what was holding her to this plane is an interesting angle to the show’s ghost mythology.

Heart is a bad episode for Sam and his “peen of death.” Once again a woman who sleeps with him meets a horrible death. Sam over-identifies with Madison’s struggle because of his own uncertain darkness. Eventually he does what Madison asks and kills her, hardening himself emotionally in the process. Dean tried to spare him from that, but Sam did what he felt he had to.

The episode also brings in a lot of werewolf lore which as the episode shows is uncertain at best. In general the werewolf lore on this series is constantly evolving because hunters have a lot of misinformation.

Hollywood Babylon is a very entertaining episode because they make fun of their own industry. It’s also super fun to watch Dean throw himself entirely into being a PA and falling in love with craft services. One of my favorite things is seeing Dean happy and involved in life and this episode gives us that in spades.

Folsom Prison Blues is an episode that shows how far Sam and Dean will go for a hunt and to help someone they feel they owe. In this case they infiltrate a prison and investigate as prisoners. It’s also another episode where Dean fits in perfectly to his surroundings but unlike in Hollywood Babylon its more concerning than endearing. Dean is way too comfortable in prison.

The episode also brings back Henriksen and the FBI who are still out to get the Winchesters. The show tries to remind us of that building threat every so often.

What Is and What Should Never Be is a heartbreaking episode. It introduces Djinn to the setting and their abilities to give you a perfect dream of what you wish your life was even as they feed off you. The alternate realities they create in your mind are so seductive you don’t necessarily want to fight against them. In this episode a Djinn gives Dean a normal life with his mom still alive and a steady girlfriend. He doesn’t trust it but still enjoys things like mowing the lawn for his mother.

Ultimately though its a reality where he isn’t close with Sam and where all the people they saved didn’t actually get saved. Without Dean and Sam hunting the world is very different. Watching Dean struggle with the pain of doing the right thing even though it means sacrificing everything he wants is heartbreaking. His willingness to do so is also what makes him a hero and if there is one thing Dean is good at its sacrificing his happiness and embracing pain. It’s a quality that serves him well in this episode. It also shows us how much Dean would rather live with real pain than fake joy which comes up more and more during future seasons.

Random thoughts:

-I love Jo telling Dean not to be a baby as she tends his wound.
-I love the use of Rooster by Alice in Chains at the end of 2.19, but you’d think they would have used some Johnny Cash music…
-In the Djinn dream Mary confirms her identity to Dean with her nightly comfort of “angels are watching over you” which is so much more important and disturbing now that I’ve seen the whole series.
-I’ll never get over how pretty Dean’s single man tears are.
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Date watched: Saturday, September 19
Episode: 2.10 Hunted, 2.11 Playthings, 2.12 Nightshifter, 2.13 Houses of the Holy


Hunted finally gives us the emotional confrontation between Sam and Dean about John’s dying words. Unsurprisingly the fight that follows leads to our seasonal brotherly split up as Sam leaves Dean behind—despite Dean literally begging Sam for time. At least this split lasts less than an episode.

This episode returns to the Azazel plot and introduces us to Ava who is so likable in this episode. Such a shame. It also brought back Ellen, Ash, and the dark hunter Gordon.

The scene with Dean and Ellen on the phone made me realize how similar their characters are. They tend to clash a bit which must have distracted me from it, but their obsessive protective instincts when it comes to their family is nearly identical right down to the way it strains their relationships. Also they are both pretty badass.

I could do without Gordon, but even so it really does make sense that some hunters would be hunting the special kids and he’s definitely the sort that would be all over that. Gordon also represents the extreme that Dean could become without Sam’s ameliorating influence. Mostly I was just pleased to see him arrested though.

Playthings takes a break from the main plot to give us a strong standalone haunted house episode. It has all the elements for a creepy story—old hotel, little girls, lots of dolls and doll houses, etc.—and manages to pull of a nice twist or two.

The episode doesn’t completely leave the main arc behind though. We see Sam struggling with who he is and what he’ll become (the drunk scene was…special). He even goes so far as to force a promise from Dean that Dean will kill him if he goes darkside which completely tears Dean up.

The episode’s plot allowed Sam to be the hero multiple times and help restore some of his confidence—but not all of it and there’s a long road to go.

Nightshifter returns to the shapeshifter/Dean wanted by the cops storyline and introduces Victor Henriksen into the mix. Perhaps the most interesting aspect of the episode for me, though, is the discussion it brings up about whether its better—or safer—to know the truth about the supernatural.

Sam tries to dissuade Ronald from his conspiracy theories and his search for the truth by harshly putting down his ideas. He hopes that by shutting him down he won’t keep looking. Dean isn’t sure he agrees with that choice and it does come back to hurt them and get Ronald killed later because Ronald’s increasing desperation and alienation lead him to bad choices and the wrong place at he wrong time.

The question is: is it safer to be ignorant of the supernatural or to have real information?

Houses of the Holy is a very well written episode that brings up open ended questions about faith and religious belief which are continual threads for the show. It’s also an interesting episode to watch knowing what happens later in the series. The “Angel” in this episode may have been false but it does mark the show’s first serious discussion of Angels.

It’s always interesting to me the way Dean rejects faith and refuses to believe in Angels without absolute proof—even when he’s staring at Castiel it takes a while—meanwhile Sam is always reaching out to faith and wanting to believe. That contrast is even more interesting when you consider that Dean was created to be Heaven’s tool and Sam Hell’s.

Dean’s belief in free will is already well established. He doesn’t believe you can punish someone before they commit the crime. He doesn’t believe in faith as absolution for your own actions. He’s solid and sure…righteous even.

Of course on a lighter note I couldn’t help but giggle a bit at Dean’s rejections of all things angelic because little does he know his best friend in the world will be an Angel.

Random thoughts:

-White Rabbit in the opening scene of Hunted is another great musical moment. In fact all the episodes today had great musical moments in them. Knocking on Heaven’s Door in Houses of the Holy was particularly appropriate.
-LMAO at the Sponge Bob placemat instead of an alter cloth for a ritual in Houses for the Holy.
-I thought it was interesting to see the more peaceful approach to laying the ghost to rest in Houses of the Holy with the priest.
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Date watched: Tuesday, August 4
Episode: 2.09 Croatoan


Croatoan is an extremely important episode when it comes to the overarching mythology of the show. The demon virus introduced here comes back to play a vital role in season 5. We also continue the development of Sam’s special powers (he’s immune to the virus) and Dean’s instability.

Perhaps most importantly we get a taste of how absolutely devoted to Sam Dean is when he’s determined to die with Sam rather than accept any alternatives without Sam in them.

This is an episode where our heroes don’t lose, but they don’t win either. They make it out, but the demons have still accomplished their goals. I like ambiguous resolutions like that when used well like it was here—especially since they do revisit it later.

Random thoughts:

-It’s kind of annoying how long they’ve drawn out the reveal about John’s final words to Dean. On top of that the cliff hanger where Dean was about to come clean was a low blow.

-LMAO—Dean’s history knowledge is based off School House Rocks. I have a mental image of cute little Dean watching it in the hotel room and singing along when no one looks.

-Ahh…this is the episode where Dean says he’s never been to the Grand Canyon…something I’m pretty sure the writers forget later.
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Date watched: Thursday, July 30
Episode: 2.07 The Usual Suspects & 2.08 Crossroad Blues


The Usual Suspects deals more with the fall out of Sam and Dean’s criminal behavior—both their actual criminal behavior like credit card fraud and grave desecration and also the murders that the shapeshifter framed Dean for in season one. Episodes dealing with law enforcement trying to stop the Winchesters are never my favorite although if the show didn’t cover that fertile storyline I’d be upset.

To me the most interesting part of this episode (other than the humor) is the death omen. I wish the show delved more deeply into the non-vengeful spirits.

Crossroad Blues is an extremely important episode for the show’s mythology. It introduces both crossroads demons and hellhounds which are central to various plots later in the show and it also delves deeper into the complex morality of demon bargains.

This is another situation where Dean is hyper-personalizing the case because it is too similar to the situation with his father. He’s smack dab in the middle of the anger part of grieving and is so very angry that his father made the deal for his life because now he has to live knowing that his father is in hell because of him.

Speaking of, this episode is also our first hint about what John is going through down in hell. Having seen the later apocalypse arc it makes me read more into what the demon tells Dean than the writers may have intended. I’m not sure how early they had the ideas about the Righteous Man and the first seal, but I can’t watch this episode without thinking about that now. It makes me wonder if the demon actually had the power to resurrect John and give Dean ten years like she offered. If so, does that mean hell would be content to postpone the apocalypse for ten years until Dean’s time was up?

Random Thoughts:

-When Evan’s wife did the creepy horror mutation I actually jumped which is saying something considering how many times I’ve seen this episode. They definitely had some creepy visuals and managed to build up the tension.

-I still want to know why crossroads demons have red eyes instead of the more traditional black. By the same token I'd love to know for sure why Azazel has yellow eyes and Lilith has white.
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Date watched: Wednesday, July 29
Episode: 2.05 Simon Said & 2.06 No Exit


Simon Said returns us to the overarching plot about Sam’s visions and the special children. The episode is about a pair of twins who’ve been tinkered with by Azazel in the same way Sam was. Over the course of the episode they each choose different paths based on their upbringing and base personalities—one evil and one not. The story plays into the larger arc where Sam is afraid that the nature of his birth or the circumstances in his nursery dooms him to be evil.

Usually Sam’s ability to approach situations with more nuance than Dean is an advantage however in this instance Sam’s focus on the shades of grey is a detriment. Dean is able to see Andy’s killing of his brother as the heroic action of a man saving other’s lives while all Sam sees is the killing. He also improperly conflates immediate defense of others with emotional trauma in the past when he discusses people being pushed to kill.

What really fascinates me about the special children storyline is that at it’s core it’s a story about destiny vs free will—a theme which I don’t think I’m exaggerating when I say is the heart of the entire show. It’s clear even at this point that while Sam struggles with the idea of destiny, Dean is completely in the free will camp. He is adamant in his belief that a person always has a choice which is a nice prequel to his impassioned fight for free will during the apocalypse.

No Exit focuses in on Jo, letting us learn more about her. She’s given a lot to work with which is great and I enjoyed seeing her step out as a hunter. The attempt to give her romantic tension with Dean still falls flat for me though, if anything this episode solidifies the little sister vibe she has going on.

I also find it interesting that this ep is one of the few, if not only episode to be so overtly based on a real historical person. H. H. Holmes’ ghost is pretty horrifying which makes sense given the real history of the man.


Random Thoughts on Simon Said:

-Dean’s taste in this episode is super questionable. His admiration for Andy’s van with the barbarian lady and the polar bear painted on the side—not to mention the fuck pad in the back—is pretty bad. Hilarious but bad…

-It’s hard to believe that even mind control can get Baby away from Dean.

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